its good to be free

i am writing again to tell everyone that God is really good at all times.

i just realized that the main reason why i feel sooo depressed is that i was moved away from the arms of our beloved Father.

we are human beings and we should know that it is owned by God...

it was just lent to us by the loving Father. He gave us the opportunity to live on earth with the gift of free will. He let us make our own decisions in life to choose between good and evil...
He gave us the own power to select because we already know Right and Wrong.

But God wants all of us to be saved at the end but it is us who will decide.

If you want to be happy on Earth, just follow the will of God the Father... obey his laws which are really for our own good to live longer ...

i accept that i fell many times but I know that God will help me in my Journey. I want God to be happy by doing good things...

Before, all i want in life is its pleasure things, for example, i wish i am rich to live happily with my love ones on earth. I was so desperate to achieve my dreams so that someday i will become wealthy to do all i want to do even those impossible things that only rich people can do using his money and power. I understand the power of money to do everything on earth. I became more interested to accumulate more money in my hands i was so desperate...

But as time goes by, little by little, i found out that money is just the roots of all evils. Yes i will become happy but it is just in a short period of time because i realized that life is too short. I think the Holy Spirit came to me and had waken me up. I acted as soon as possible to change my perspective in life. I am now working hard to serve others. I will still continue my career for God and for all the living creatures in the world. I want to share to others the goodness of the Lord. I will hold on until the end of my life. I want to be good in the eyes of the Lord for my life is belong to him, i just borrowed it from Him.

the Holy Spirit came to me when i stumbled and failed.
I know that i am a sinner on my own life though i never hurt my fellow in any means because i believed in Karma. I confess that i committed a sin to my self. i made myself so bad because i used it in dirty activities, to be precise, i indulged myself in homosexual things and lies. I did that because i want to enjoy life and be happy. I know that it is a sin but i did it. I was so happy doing homosexual activities but i was not contented, my conscience is shouting. There are some times that i fell i accepted it knowing that i will soon live in an everlasting fires of hell. I made my body so dirty knowing that our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. I was really ashamed to God and to myself because i did it. I know that God was really so sad when i made myself a wicked person. And now I dont know if i can endure all the temptations after experiencing the lustful world of evil. I honestly afraid to fall again but i will do my all to avoid temptations created by evils.

I know that God has plans for me and i hope that i will succeed.

Now , after surrendering myself again to God, i feel i am free . however, i am not happy because temptations are still on my fingertips but i really want to change my lifestyle.

I am suffering but i know God will help me to endure this pain.

Life on Earth is too short but life after death is forever.

It is wise to suffer here on Earth in a short period of time than to suffer endlessly.

please God help me always.

I want to bear good fruits to make you happy and i will surrender my life only to you My Father.

With the help of Jesus Christ i will prosper and live in the paradise soon.

I am now accepting Jesus Christ as my savior. He took away all my sins to become worthy in the eyes of the Father in Heaven.

I am now doing ways on how to know Jesus Christ by reading the bible and accepting him in my heart to become pure as him.